I have struggled with weight my whole life. My doctor was always so concerned about my weight. I was always the biggest kid in class. I tried to lose weight so many times, each time being unsuccessful. I would stick to it for a couple months, then I would fall off the train. I feel that you have to decide. You have to turn on the motivation and you have to really want to lose weight. If you are trying to lose weight for someone else. STOP. You need the right motives. I looked in the mirror and I wanted to change. I wanted to do this for myself. This is sad to say, but I hated what I saw in the mirror. I felt like crying all the time. I hungered for change. I was tired of being the biggest kid in class. I was done with shopping in plus size stores at twelve years old. I was DONE. This time I was ready. Nothing could stop me. I made this decision the summer before seventh grade. ...